Tahajud Cinta

Kau datang ketika duka

dan bintang bercahya

tunjukku ke jalan syurga

Kau datang ketika duka

dan bintang bercahya

tunjukku ke jalan syurga

Ku haus di tengah laut

lemas mencari tempat berpaut

kirimkan aku kekuatan

serta pedoman di kesesatan

Ku sunyi dalam gembira

perih pedih tanggung derita

sungguh aku bukan wali

yang suci dari hina dan benci

Kau datang ketika duka

dan bintang bercahya

tunjukku ke jalan syurga

Terlalu lama aku mencuba

terlalu banyak

cinta yang ku damba

tiada yang sempurna

hanyalah fana

Tuhan, ampuni hamba-Mu

Kau datang ketika duka

dan bintang bercahya

tunjukku ke jalan syurga

Ku rebah di dada malam

memecah dendam yang lama diam

ku tanggalkan baju dunia

dakapku dengan selimut syurga

ya Tuhanku hanya padamu

tempat mengadu segala rindu

limpahi ku rahmat kasihmu

dalam tahajjud cinta bersujud

Departing..

How come we can love someone as much as we hate him at one time..choose one..and i choose to keep silence!

Jauh

Makin jauh...

My ships

I wish i knew where is the ship sails

I've cross continents and lands

I've walk through dungeon and valley

I had fall and cried..

In pain..i stand up

I ran away..I move on..and tears fallen

And along time...the wounds heals

I saw the ship is still there..

waiting..

calling me out..i told him..

i rather walk alone...when no tears, no falling, no wounds..

i saw the ship sails..alone

without me...

stunning and strong..

to the open sea..

no promises..not even a single words..

they said..those who sails in that ships...

must have a strong hearts

they knew their path and the ship is lead them to it

i was not chosen to be in that ship...

not because i don't have strong hearts...

but because its let me sink before i get into it

Then a whisper breezes through my ears..

telling me..there is another waiting and this one ..suits me..

i look at it..and i say yes..that is mine.

Tanggal 16.05.11

Alhamdulillah..berjaya menghubungi dia. Moga ada sinar cahaya untuk kemelut mereka. Aku hanya mahu yang berhak mendapat haknya..selebihnya ya Allah , hamba serahkan padaMu.